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sweetvanillacrepe:

sigh I kind of just want to stop drawing altogether. It seems like everyone improves faster than me. People who actually started drawing seriously like two years ago, in terms of digital art, are way ahead of me. Just fuck it. I don’t even want to…

I guess my post was kind of confusing, so let me see if I can clarify. I don’t mean trying to improve, I mean trying to live like I am now. Day to day drawing is the only thing I can do, so I’ve done it. I enjoy drawing for others but I’m a full grown adult who still doesn’t know how to get her shit together. Ichi’s post just struck a chord on today of all days.

I guess I just didn’t want to say too much about my troubles as I generally don’t go crying to anybody, I try not to get anyone into as negative a mood as me. I’m also not great at explaining myself or constructing sentences, probably due to lack of social interaction. Really, the only thing I related to in her post was the feeling of quitting.

It isn’t like I could quit anyway, no matter how much I’d like to.

I won’t be okay for a while but I won’t be offing myself either. I’ll just be “gray” I guess, thanks for taking the time to reblog/respond though.

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sweetvanillacrepe:

sigh I kind of just want to stop drawing altogether. It seems like everyone improves faster than me. People who actually started drawing seriously like two years ago, in terms of digital art, are way ahead of me. Just fuck it. I don’t even want to try anymore.

I feel like quitting myself. I’m not really going anywhere anyway. I mean I can’t even get a measly little job at frigging Wendy’s. And the only thing I can do half decently is draw. And it’s not like I’m good enough to be hired by some company or go into a career that involves my half decent ability to draw. I’m kind of tired of trying, and tired of people telling me I’m not trying hard enough, when they don’t even know how hard I try to begin with.

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Why did I think it was okay to draw when I am so dead tired?

Me: Spends forever drawing this awesome sketch of Amon because it's 3 in the morn and why not?
Me: Goes to outline and color.
Drawing: I LOOK LIKE SHIIIIIT
Me: ...
Me: thinks I have deleted outline and color layers
Me: realizes I have closed the window.
Me: does not remember pop-up box of any kind.

ASLDFJAS;DLJF WHY’D I HAVE TO PLAY AS THE BOY IN PLATINUM?

I wanna do comics ; n ; I suck too much though, I’d spend forever on just one panel WHYCAN’TIDRAWINAMORESIMPLEMANNORASLKDJFALSKDJF

—HEADDESKRINSEANDREAPEAT—

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How do draw pout :Y?

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A banner I used for my nabyn account. (Toshi@nabyn.com)

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I draw pokemans when I don’t feel like drawing what I’m suppose to be drawing . B .

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Really, really, really, overdue commission for TwiztidSkitzoWolf. I still think it looks like butt though :I

julietfoxtrot:

Giving away a brand new Monoprice tablet! It has been opened to see if everything was there and for a quick 5 minute test run (the battery it came with is in the pen already). I liked the tablet but changed my mind - So I’d love to give it a new home to someone who is in need!

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