I guess my post was kind of confusing, so let me see if I can clarify. I don’t mean trying to improve, I mean trying to live like I am now. Day to day drawing is the only thing I can do, so I’ve done it. I enjoy drawing for others but I’m a full grown adult who still doesn’t know how to get her shit together. Ichi’s post just struck a chord on today of all days.
I guess I just didn’t want to say too much about my troubles as I generally don’t go crying to anybody, I try not to get anyone into as negative a mood as me. I’m also not great at explaining myself or constructing sentences, probably due to lack of social interaction. Really, the only thing I related to in her post was the feeling of quitting.
It isn’t like I could quit anyway, no matter how much I’d like to.
I won’t be okay for a while but I won’t be offing myself either. I’ll just be “gray” I guess, thanks for taking the time to reblog/respond though.
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